One thing that has stood out to me is how fast time has gone. Yesterday I was banned from recess for one week in 3rd grade for vandalizing the bathroom and today I sweat as to whether I can pay my rent. In less than 10 days I'll be visiting my home which sounds weird and can't be more excited. I just hope time slows down just a little during my time in NJ.
I continually question whether I need to stay straight on the path I'm on or veer off in another direction. I've had plenty of moments since being here where if I died that very second, I'd truly rest in peace. As well as the moments where something is missing and I feel completely unsatisfied. I am holding onto both sides of the spectrum because they both are responsible for the fire inside muh belly.
I want a long hug from my family, a bro hug from my boys, a kiss from my gal friends and some Cluck-U.