I am constantly in search of it and I always find it but only to last temporarily. Whether it's seeing someone beat cancer or a little fucking bird flying with a broken wing it doesn't matter. I need to start being motivated 24/7. I find myself lacking inspiration way too often when inspiration is all around me. (p.s if often is supposed to be pronounced 'offen' then why is there a T? That then brings me to the word bologna but that's neither here nor there)
I am a big boy now and am on the cusp of making some big boy decisions. Will my decision(s) be right? Me no know and me no care. I need to make my own opportunities because at the end of the day I am the only one to be held accountable for my life. If I am going to call myself a man I need to start being one. I played hide and seek, I made it through puberty, I've had fun with the female specimen, I've partied and dabbled in drugs. Now Tis officially time to be working now and playing later. No matter what I'll still be livin' life and laugh my way through it. I just really hope the Mayans are wrong so I don't spend my last year on earth working 60+ hours a week. For 2012 I am going to wake up every morning and say, "Okay! It's time to suck today's dick!"
So, everyone.. Figure out what motivates/inspires you and chizzle it into both sides of your brain. Use it as a driving force and get what you want because if your not willing to work for it then you don't deserve it.
I also need to make sure I'm doing what I preach.
Cheers to twenty twelve. May your resolutions make it through January.
"My father left me with the feeling that I had to live for two people, and that if I did it well enough, somehow I could make up for the life he should have had. And his memory infused me, at a younger age then most, with a sense of my own mortality. The knowledge that I, too, could die young drove me both to try to drain the most out of every moment of life and to get on with the next big challenge. Even when I wasn't sure where I was going. I was always in a hurry."
- Bill Clinton
Good looks on the quote G.